Double Shooting

Heavy metal burns my hand

As you grab it from the stand

My headphones block out the click 

It will hurt less than a stick

Wet salty water streams down my face

You could be gone without a trace

Why am I shaking

Oh stop faking

If I just pull it, it will all be over

Do you think it'll stop your dad from being sober

Why am I doing this, this should not be

It's ok, relax, just leave it to me