Downward Spiral

Face is flushed

Full of panic 

The overwhelming feeling

Who can I trust?

Nobody is there for me

What did i do wrong

How did I lose so much?

Face is flushed

Mind is wandering

In remembrance

Of all our lust.

It's been too long

Those memories

Are starting to turn to dust. 

How did all of this happen

Everything starts to fade.

How long will it take

Just for all this to change.

Go back

To all those happy days

Go back

To when I didn't feel this pain

Go back

To when I recognize my own face.
Maybe then

Just maybe

I could finally know my place.