The dreamer

I'm living life as I wonder what a beautiful day is "Long as you breathe, that's the most beautiful day" But when I look at the struggles and all the strive to get pay, Its very hard to believe I'm living beautiful days. Look, I ain't trying to sound like I don't like my life at all Or like I ain't happy because I never had it all, I'm just thinking out loud, while I count my blessings And as the days go by l learn my daily lessons. I know in life is very easy to self-deceit Especially when you depend on your vice for your inner peace, Its like you are walking on a road but you couldn't see The road sign indicating to a deep pit; Man, that's self condemnation in a high degree Its takes a man to face fear and be set free That's scaling every hurdles to achieve a dream, Make no mistake like giving up or you are dead dreamer