Dreaming freedom

There's a girl focused so hard on her dreams But realizing its not as easy as it seems Kicked down and pushed around, she just wants to be free But freedom comes at a cost The girl she used to be is slowly getting lost Devoured by a flame of independence that scares her to the core She keeps pushing not really knowing what for If only she could see the future based on her present, she's going in blind Seems like there's never enough time Working on herself from the inside to the out She has her independence but she's still filled with doubt