Dreams Deffered

     I lay here sleep and dreamy, he's up and apart from my world. I feel like these past yeasrs have been a awful dream deffered. A bad taste, spoiled food. So why do I keep dreamin? Maybe I can change the outcome if I believe hard enough and perdue it like a dream deffered. I never thought this would be me here, now, unhappy, and thinking of releasing my morals to one another. I cant, I wont I am stronger than a moment. I need a eternity