Dreamt of Sorrow

Location

10469
United States
40° 52' 8.508" N, 73° 50' 52.0332" W

I love you
Meaning every last feeling and emotion is true
You always made me smile
To the point where I dreamed of me walking down the aisle
Of our wedding ceremony
I could never picture myself being lonely
I could always count on you to hold me
You forgot the simple things
Like what happiness can bring
No I’m not asking for a ring
You get mad and frustrated
And make me feel hated
Make everything so complicated
We yell and scream
And for you to hit me was never a dream
It’s a nightmare
That brings tears and fear
When you said you would always care
I remembered that.
I accept your mistakes
Even though my body aches
I love you
Meaning every last feeling and emotion is true
But it’s hard to hide this bruise
You said you’re sorry
I remember the last time this happened
You said sorry after my eye was blackened
But still I smile
I’m not sure if I want to walk down the aisle
Of our wedding ceremony
Because of that you feel threatened that I will leave you lonely.
So you choke me
Then you held me
I forgot the simple things
Like what happiness can bring
As I thought
And took my last breath
I’d love you to death

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