Dreary Mind and Teary Eyes

As my mind becomes dreary,

And my eyes become teary,

Again..

I promise myself I'll be strong,

But my mind is clouded by fog,

of past memories,

Past happiness

Genuine smiles

And trust

Making my brain blind

To the near future lust,

Approaching me

Encroaching my emotions

All insight gone

Numbness appears

And painless

Due to the fact

That i was emotionally blind

All because some girl faked

Liking some guy,

And that guy became ill

But now he just sits

And lets his emotions spill

Out of his dreary mind

To create his teary eyes