Drinks don't help

What seemed to be two tethered hearts Now slowly drifting apart. Love dying out like a withering tree. Once thought to be an unbreakable bond fades like a distant memory. Life moves forward and a broken heart tries to beat again Though the drinks bring back you like a guilty sin. Standing in a bar full of strangers desperately trying to forget But there you are smiling and soon it turns into a night of regret. Waking to yet another stranger in my bed Still I find I can't get you out of my head. My friends are happy thinking I finally moved along Truly my mind and heart share the same sad song. How could something so perfect end so badly? Now I'm afraid to repeat such a tragedy. Did I reall fall in love this madly?