DROWN

I said I wouldn't step in this road again The road that leads to the dark sea I thought I made it back from the ruins But the beauty of the dark sea attracted me Wandering in the path to the dark sea I found fleeting pleasure surrounding me I knew this feelings and actions are vain Breeze of this path created blackhole in my heart A blackhole that feels good, but so wrong It filled up the feeling that I longed for A dark door that leads to destruction Staring blankly into oblivion The door opened, in the dark sea I fell I am helpless, miserable, filthy, and dirty Is this where all this would end? Is this where all my life lead? I'm drowning again, is it over? As darkness of the sea enveloped me My consciousness is fading away I'm getting lost into this painful fantasy I can't breath, I want to breath I'm sinking deeper into the sea A flicker of light above is all I see And that light is slowly fading, too Am I... is still there hope? Is someone going to save me? If someone can save me, please save me! I don't want to end it like this!