Drowning

I just don't belong here It's all so clear. No one can see my tears. The words that I hear Feels like I'm hit by a spear. It wouldn't even matter if I just disappear. Everyone's making me mad. Or am I just so sad? Why am I feeling so bad? I'm trying to find my way Where does my destination lay? Now I can't even identify what's night and what's day Because all I can see is, my life turning so cloudy and grey. Just tell me how can I run away? It's getting harder and harder to stay. What price do I have to pay? Someone please pray I shouldn't go astray. I need a light's ray. Where can I find, please say It's an emergency I'm trying to find harmony I'm working so tirelessly. Don't be like others, show me some courtesy. I hope it shouldn't be too late when you come to help me I don't want you to hear from someone, some years ago I've drowned in the sea.