Drowning
Counting down the days
One by one they tick down
Looking at the clock
As the hours slowly pass
Thoughts of you cross my mind
Only briefly,
Before I'm snapped back to reality
The day slows and you creep back in
Clawing your way into my head
Nagging over and over to be acknowledged
But it's not us is it, just you. Then me.
I see you when I can
But it's a quick exchange of words
Remembering the other days, before this
The days we were an us
Where it was you and I
But now I'm drowning
Going deeper and deepereach day
I haven't been able to reach the surface
Or take a breath of air
As I go down further
I await your hand to pull me out
Will it come?
Or will you reach and let go?
I wish I knew the answer
I am drowning
More as each day passes
Waiting for someone to pull me out
Will it ever happen?
Or will I just be left alone to fall harder than ever before?