he loves her so desperately and that she knew.
all he can ever ask for is maybe a hungout and that was sometimes too much

to him she is perfect
but to her he is an asset
she knows she means world to him
but still makes the world be like a hell to him
he has to hold because he was afraid.
afraid of losing what is not his
hard it is for him to accept
that she is a drug and he is the adict