That drug will kill me

You treated me like shit

You lied to me too many times 

You made me feel so many things

You hurt me in so many ways 

You mentally abused me 

You physical abused me 

You emtional abused me

But yet 

I couldn't leave 

No matter how many times

I left 

I always found my way back 

Always got hurt 

You said you would change 

And for once

I believed you 

But yet again 

You proved me wrong 

You never planned on changing 

It was your go to thing to say to me

You knew how much I wanted you to change 

Somehow no matter what you do to me 

I will always come back 

That is the drug that will kill me.