Drugs

I feel like im going down the wrong path _ But I don't take a full pill, just a half _ Its not like I'm addicted, just for the laugh_ Its only for the company_ For the frill of it_ Its not what I'm gonna be_ I'm still innocent _ Not like I do it alone_ Up in my home _ Getting high, getting stoned_ I still know the limit_ Haven't lost my mind _ Not stuck in it_ Too deep inside _ Miss the high? Start shooting a lot_ Don't know if it's me or its not_ Its not as fun as I thought_ Its not the way I was taught_ Now I can't control myself _ I'm losing my health_ Loosing my mind_ I'm too deep inside _ I can't take it no more_ Tell me what for? Little coke, little smoke, find a vein then I poke, Just a joke Then I choke _ One day latter - dead from stroke _ Now I do it alone_ Up in my home_ Getting high, getting stoned _ Having fun, hit the rode_ Then come down with the lode _ Thinking like, maybe that's what I'm meant to be_ Poor a glass of some henassy_ Futures something I don't wanna see_ Sobers something I'm not gonna be_ You only see half of the story_ A junky with no life, noglory _ Might hate me or might feel sorry _ Either way, you can live for me_ No need to be mad at me_ Lost touch of reality_ Lost most of my sanity_ Its really quite sad to see_ My self sink like some sand in see_