Drunken Beauty?

They say I'm cursed

But my lips are pursed

My eyes are closed

And I am posed

Though many confused

They dont know that I abused

Strong words that twist

Hard stares that clench my fist

I drink all my memories dry

As I feel everything inside of me die

Now I lay here alone

Empty and grown

My prince won't leave

He is really a hidden thieve

He steals my thunder

And I watch him blunder

As though I'm transparent 

And all he can do is be arrogant

He kisses me and kisses me

But in my mind I'm free

Alone with my thoughts

My prince sits to rot 

Maybe one day I'll awake

Until then I will fake

A princess is not what I wish to be

Id rather run and flee

Before it's all over 

And I'm buried under clover