Drunkin Mind

I see no hope. I see no future. I hate that I see this but my mind is drunk. Falling over getting back up and falling all over again. This "Drunk" sensation wont go away. Even in the brightest of times. I try and try again to have a sober mind but there is always somewhere in my mind that just took a shot. I wish i can just stop using my mind but I cant. I just continue to loose it. So i just deal with my mind, try to stop giving in drinks, but it never works. My mind has become an alcoholic and now I have to sit back and watch it do its damage.