Duality (love, hate. hate, love. grace, disgrace.)

I can't hate him I love him But resentment is building Harder to conceal Holding this hot potato hurts my hands It hurts like "man what happened to the plans" It's hurts like "damn!" Of all the fish in the sea You caught the one I lost I can't love her I hate her That lying betrayer That Judas abuses Go back to your noose You twisted the truth That's wicked man You wicker man You witch You bitch And then you switch You love me till he wants to change And then you change to your usual ways A wreck, I'm stuck in rainy daze I can't claim him I'm the one who hanged him I tease him I beat him And he goes on saving me by grace through Faith And I'm like God go fuck your grace My election was a waste Perseverance of the saints? It's s get out of jail free card You retard Thanks for heaven now let me be God.