Dying inside

I'm feeling lost/ going soft against these other MCs/ who think they are raw/ fuck your words with your shady actions/ saying things like bitch I'm packing a strap 45 with this extended clip/ if I were you I wouldn't leave your whip unattended bitch/ cause the minute you pull a gat out on me I'll be lighting up your shitty Mercury/ claiming you're banging / I kick it with hells angels/ so comprehend the fact I'm dangerous so watch your back/ on a track I can honestly say I fucking hate it when y'all say yeah before you spit/ like I didn't ask you a question for you to give me the reply/ no lie or hesitation but I'm no longer debating the conversation of invading the music industry/ I guarrentee people will begin feeling me/ pretty soon they'll be filming me/ then down the road I'll be made into a controversy of advisory its scary isn't it/ a random kid who you didn't think who'd be anything or amount to shit/ probably doubting me over used up lyrics/ but I can say fuck a million times and these consumers would act like shit tight lyrics never hear it from Any other lyricist/ but if you said fuck once that's the end of it period / no I don't wanna hear it/ latley I've been dying inside/ I try the things in life where most are too scared to go close cause they might die/ but mark my words I'll fight before I let this mic pen or phone to record this just so I paint a picture for this mumbling bullshit artist that'll I'll never let this die no matter what I'm dying inside from all the stupid shit this kids listen to time for me to come out with real music and if you refuse to listen to me that's okay there's others beyond the bay guess that's it for now all I can say