Dying Inside

I've made a decision.

A decision I'd be regretting forever.

I thought it's all just an illusion,

But realized it's not when it's over.

I've always thought I've fall out of love,

I decided to just end it all.

I never expected what we used to have,

A strong connection I thought was a hole.

I'm sorry for being too aggressive,

Deciding without thinking.

Now I have to put this smile while I live.

A façade indeed, I'd be wearing.

I'll have to pretend I'm okay.

I'm okay without you by my side,

I'll have to continue this play.

Without anyone noticing that I'm dying inside.