Dynamic Equilibrium

i keep changing, yet i remain the same 
and i tell myself that i’m winning this game, but i don’t really know what it is i’m doing here i’m just sliding on by, trying to get through the year wasting my time, planning my life but i never follow through and only cause myself strife sleeping while i walk, one step then two i don’t wanna choose between him and you, but i should be deciding i should i should be doing so much, i could but try as i might i can’t change a thing, can’t throw the balance though i’ve been striving