i keep changing, yet i remain the same

and i tell myself that i’m winning this game,
but i don’t really know what it is i’m doing here
i’m just sliding on by, trying to get through the year
wasting my time, planning my life
but i never follow through and only cause myself strife
sleeping while i walk, one step then two
i don’t wanna choose between him and you,
but i should be deciding i should
i should be doing so much, i could
but try as i might i can’t change a thing,
can’t throw the balance though i’ve been striving