Eating

tearing, ripping, consuming, fragile, not tangible, yet so destructive in power. so vicious, so cruel, so natural. girl, most in fact, share, the knawing at flesh from the inside. all-consuming. avoid mirrors and reflections, chasing magazine pages in coldness alone. corners, where two walls meet but so much more, it seems. heaviness, unshakeable, unforgiving, too much, too much… comparison will be the death of society. of self-esteem. why, oh, why? words drip down pages images wracking pain too deep unfixable, it seems. sleepless nights, tossing and turning and thinking blaming, mostly. wrong. always wrong. not good enough. not now not ever. that’s why. appearance, seemily important so fragile not tangible. insecurities, always haunting waiting for another chance to eat at young girls and their self-esteem.