Emotional behavior

I lack the solitary presence of a loved one. I miss freezing time with her without saying a word, caressing her body and kissing her on the face and up to the neck. What I miss is pulling her clothes up to kiss her a little closer to her shoulders or breasts. I miss feeling her react, suddenly letting her have my neck and feeling the caress of her lips. It is in these moments that I empty my heart and my body. My thoughts stop and all brain activity is concentrated in my nerve centre, mainly related to touch and hearing. I experience a kind of pure sensation by trusting my instinct to converse with the other body. My mind is as if turned off and nostalgic for these exquisite moments of sweetness. Paradoxically all actions are as if detached from my body. The discussion is only in my mind. When I feel my lips touch hers, the touch is transcended by the awareness of the event. The state of mind reigns in a paradise of natural sweetness.