Emotional state

I open my heart up to this kind of thing,

I open my heart up to emotions,

I open my heart up just to recieve hate,

I open heart up just to recieve pain,

It's a devastion,

why do I keep opening my heart up to this kind of thing?

They think i'm in such an emotional state,

Too emotional they think,

do you want me to stare off into space,

do you want me to just ignore every little thing,

do you want me to brush it all off like it's nothing,

i'm sorry if i'm in such an emotional state.EM