emotional state of mind

Emotional state of mind Even if you leave my eyes will no longer weep I will find a reason to open my shutters to once again see not live in a box to sleep day dream a story of love between you & me . Might not can just walk away cause this sudden pain taking me in too much pain but one day my summer rain wash a shore of this thing called love I will sober up from your manipulation of a drug the substance won't take a chance I will go in the arms of a real dosage of romance until then I surrender you win being able to say I don't love you is not true but I know we can as a couple never resume cause like a catch phrase to a puzzle you dropped many clues that we are through in that is hurting in the wilderness of stress need to improve on my worst behavior leave your savior you not god why must your live hurt hard you had one job to keep me happy not sad my soul is in emergency state of sad haven't felt this lost since losing my dad are in comfort I'm crumbling this is troubling not triumph are its best I need one night alone in my mental to catch up on hours of rest .instead I lay unhappy in my bed I just want my problems to decline Emergency state of mind