Emotions

I can only d  escribe the emotions inside and they ain't doing nothing but eating me alive.

I done been through the pain, the sadness, and depression. Only thing wrong is that neither problem is a suggestion. In and out of my mind, my soul, and I have another question. Can I overcome all of the emotions I keep inside in my heart and use it to fight against the aggression?

How can I keep pretending nothing in my life is wrong and hide the flaws behind a smile? Understanding my struggle that lies in a bundle and soon to crumble like the walls came tumbling down. I just want to scream out the pain and feeling of loneliness in my heart for I won't be torn apart forever or separated from the true reasons that kept me together.

Being real, committed, truthful, and inspired by the things that I desire is the true key to my success and nothing will stop me from becoming the best. Not even the emotions can put it to the test. Unless, me, myself, and I gives up the rest of my strength I gained and enhance the weakness I had maintained.

My true colors started to appeal and began to make people curious to wonder how I really feel. Questions kept continually running through my mind, asking me should I let the ones I love in? How about the friends that I will have until the end? Should I keep holding this hurt, pain, suffering, anger, sadness, loneliness, and depression within me? Can I trust them? Can they trust me? Will they be able to handle all my emotions, problems, and set me free or am I the only one that is capable of that. Wouldn't you agree?

I feel the strength of my heart increasing inside this body of sin that you call flesh. The person who I really am, The person who let all the negative things enter in and stay has finally arose against the evil it was about to portray. Here I am standing between all of the emotions who caused me to hide my innermost being and make me feel like there was no hope left for me. A beautiful blossomed flower was who I symbolized as I made the decision to set myself free. Free from the emotions that tried to abide my spirit, joy, faith, trust and happiness. And this time my smile is real and it will forever symbolize the struggle I went through and the true emotion that I was really trying to feel.