Emotions

These emotions have got me so confused One day I'm wondering if what I'm feeling is real the next I feel like I'm being abused I've been stuck in this cycle that leads me to feel pain, hurt, distance, I haven't felt in years the second I feel I'm about to move on I see you again and ask myself why I want to be strong Because loving you is habit, loving you seems right Yes we fought and yes we would fight but I want to fight for what feels right you and I both know the path that is truly right but why take this path if it only leads to the night the sunset of a love so deep, of a love I wouldve done anything to keep your point of view is different than mine so hard to accept you don't want me this time fuck what is right if it feels so wrong I know you think this will make you strong, if you don't open up, if you keep it bottled up, locked in a cage but I promise it will only turn into pure rage you're speaking the truth about us now how we shouldn't, cant, won't turn back around part of me, a lot of me, wishes it wasn't true because even though some part of me wants to move on all I can keep thinking of is me and you the step into the future you keep saying we need to take I honestly can't tell if it's real or fake one step forward, four steps back because all I come back to is thinking how much I want you back