Emotions

I ask myself, am I over him or did I just forget a bit

Do I miss him, because I want to be held by someone once more

Renaissance paintings are splendid they show love, happiness and fear and sadness

but yet the negative emotions are still holding within the joyful ones

Is that how we are now?

Beautiful and loving but inside filled with gloom?

I was happy a couple days ago

The kind that fill you up with an uncomfortable laughter

even though things aren't that funny

and look at me now