emptiness

theres this open void within me ive tried to fill it with so many things but i swear nothin seems to work i try to glut my self with new ideas, projects, activities but nothing seems to work i cant get my ming off of it i need something in my life if onyl i knew i dont think this is about love or hatred no no no this is something else i belive this is about stress i need to calm down or else ill have a stroke im worried about my family my sports,school,education,home a home in which i might not have, i cant stand this i hate this why cant you jsut make it all better oh god please why help me please god help me hep me with this void with this emptiness