Empty

Ever since I became conscious of my feelings for you I can't explain my thought patterns I thought I had control over my thought But I guess I've lost the control I had I keep wondering what's happened to my brain Whenever I'm with you,I'm empty I have much to say but there's few to utter I can't seem to put the words together I keep rehearsing conversations in my head Once you're in sight I become a robot I can't explain it and it's numbing Because I begin to miss you once we part I wish I could play everything back To see exactly how I began to fall To understand how I let emotions win And realize my own undoing Notwithstanding how confused I am Or how I've lost control of my thoughts There's one thing I know I'm certain of: I'm happy it's you and me