Screaming In room is hard for me.
It's hard to believe you really cared for me.
You said you loved me but apparently you loved pills more.
Now somedays I wish I would have answered your voice at the door.
I couldn't though, there was too much hurt in me,
I was only 7 years old mom! The fact you loved me was hard to see!
I'm not gonna say I forgive you because it hasn't happend.
You said you loved me well then were you at then?!
This isn't fair to me.
I might forgive you in the futre but its hard to tell.
You put me through pain on earth mom.
You put me through living hell.