Emptyness

It feels like it's a hole in my soul.

Something is just missing like a piece to a puzzle.

Every since November 2, 2012

Which is know as Hurricane Sandy in New Jersey

A knife went piercing through my heart mentally , emotionally , and Physically 

Feelign worst than being stabbed in the back.

By someone that I knew my whole life.

Twenty Two months apart.

Someone that you cry with.

Someone you fight with 

Someone you'll die for

They put our relationship after some man.

Someone that isn't there for her now....

Crossed me and everythign i THOUGHT we had

Woke upw ith 32 staples and a whole lot of morphine

But i was wrong because "I don't know how to stop."

Why the fuck would you do that ?

All i wanted to do was help you

I had you best interest at heart

And you put a fucking steak knife in mines

Now all i have is this empyt feeling 

And of course this hidious scar 

And a broken heart that can never be fixed

Thank you SISTER