In the End

Will I Remember at the end? Crying eyes Yet I like to pretend Questions not asked That how I want it to be Die young and live fast I'm hurting, can't you see? I wear a big ol smile So probably not Ive been wearing it for awhile It's the only shield Ive got When its all said and done Will I remember this pain? Will I remember the fun? Not the slicing of my veins? I'm sorry you've had to read The wreck of my mind Dear God, what do I need? What do I need to find? I walk a million miles As I'm holding on Please remember that smile When I'm dead and gone