The End of Friend

Are we still friends? I remember all the stuff we did Like talk and text all day Now things just aren't the same The times when you were mad I used to be able to make you glad When I didn't trouble you Now annoying you is all I feel I do The days when you would smile whenever you saw me Potentially faded like the moon I feel like the world's revolving around the earth too fast for me Everything is just happening way too soon I can still dream about the days when we could talk about almost anything When we would laugh about the un-laughable I guess I should of known that things would change I knew that everything doesn't last And some things die down But I feel like somewhere inside me died In the past I just can't believe that I might've lost another friend and if you'd Asked I might say the truth But I also might lie and say I dont feel alone Abandonment is not something new But right now it feels like something I used to not have knew If I ever show this to you its okay If you dont want to stay with me I'll do my best to carry on Even if it means a part of me is gone I'll do my best to stay away Or change for you in some way Because I know losing someone like you isn't easy But sadly it won't be the death of me