End Game

I've met a couple of guys 

But everytime I try to live my life 

You pop up in my mind 

I don't understand is this a game 

Its very clear that you slept with someone 

But end up blaming me for a mistake I only did once 

I'm still waiting for the day for you to ask me to be yours

Gosh am I stupid 

In no time soon I would have fallen into despair 

I know once you get here all hell will break loose 

don't know why I miss seeing you 

even though you don't have the same emotions

I'm done trying 

I'm done crying 

Go ahead and make sure whatever you do is private