End justifies the means

Out of all the things I’ve been through and done in my life I’m glad I finally have a calm place to lay my head at night Not having to worry about the need to fight or flight As each day that passes I’m filled with exponential amounts light The past has given me many amazing moments of insight Becoming a better person everyday in my own right Though for a thousand minutes I was scared to try The thought of living through all of this, almost makes me cry Wondering why, I sometimes am even still alive I continue to put one foot in front of the other and strive Wishing I knew exactly how my futures going to align With all these important and minute things running through my mind Eventually everything that’s happened will coincide And for once maybe, I’ll be able to sleep alright But for now I’ll just bury myself in this unknown life and stride Hoping that the end, will justify the means in it's own time...