endangered

all by my lonesome, gotta figure out something sometime on my own some 

solitarily confining myself to be isolatedly still aware 

im here.. but just stay over there

excuse me while i face my demons and try to resist leaving from this feeling of unstaisfactory healing

i hate to seem like im being unreasonably mean but i need time to clean out my closet full of old bones

they're starting to stink, making me blink and over think frnatically while pacing and peeping consciencly

feeling something monsterly over my shoulder

someone is seeking out the dismantle of my domain and i just cant refrain the smothering agitation

to be aware of that thing that goes bump at night 

this inhumane containment of my soul just cant be right

got lost in my own mind

coonfused by my own dreams

my world is diminishing at the seems 

and i cant help but to be distracted by my distasteful obsession with loves scheme. 

- ezhara