Endure

Beauty is pain Is it insane I only want to change And be a different me I try and try and try I am just try to reach reach These beauty standards set before me I want go be perfect not real Right now the real me dies Hiden by a disquise Who is this girl I look at in the mirror It's not my face It's not my skin It's not my life But it's still my sin Even so I still chase to be noticed To be seen But this is not me I have been pretending for years I need to end this lie But the withdrawals are deathening How much longer do I endure being this perfect girl When will I break and say this is enough