Enough

Pop! Child-proof caps never stopped me from getting what I wanted. I glanced into the bottle, Smiling at every Ambien pill I saw. I had been longing for this day, No one was home. My parents were at work, And my brother, Andrew, was still at school. Everything was perfect, For my shining moment. I left a note for my family, Explaining a couple reasons for leaving so soon. Here were a few of them for you to read: I was tired of always failing when I tried so hard; I was sick of never being the best at everything; I could not handle those popular girls and cocky boys any longer; I was done with everyone's happiness and cheerfulness about their wonderful lives; I could not seem to do things right; And I always felt out of place. I had decided the easiest way to die was by overdosing on sleeping pills, So that was what I decided to do. I was done dealing with the nonsense, So I prepared for my final minutes on earth. I filled up my glass of water to the rim, With the bottle of Ambien in the other hand. I looked at the clock one last time, 2:35. I placed the pills in my mouth, And took a few swigs of water. For a second I could still see everything, Then the bathroom went black. I had enough, Reality got to me.