Enough

I used to think that I was enough for you. 

And I used to think that if you truly cared the way you said you did, you wouldn't have made me feel as though I wasn't enough. 

But I guess I was wrong because here I am with tear stained cheeks wondering what more I could have done. 

Maybe if I wouldn't have been scared to let you in, I would have been enough. 

But I did let you in. 

I almost said I loved you. 

Right as you tore through my last wall you left. 

Abandoning me. 

Leaving me vulnerable. 

I don't build these walls to shut people out, but that's what they do. 

I build these walls to protect myself from this cruel world. 

And now I see why these walls have never been torn down before. 

Because I wouldn't let them fall. 

But I let them fall with you. 

And as I sit here, upon the ruins of these walls, I realize that I am enough... just maybe not to you