Entrapment In My Mind Hidden Confessions Part 1

I must admit I thought I was ready for this battle. However, sadly I was mistaken. The way he carried himself was such a turn on. His boyish charm was the key to my cold rugged heart. Talk about timing entering into my life at a time when I started my ultimate sacrifice. My mind was in a dark place. I viewed the world as a unforgivable place. How can I show any love under this mindset? It was a good time for such a pure heart. He was too good to pass up whom I could prey upon with the wrong intentions. It was never my plan to set in poison, but like always everything I touch turn to ruins. My inner conscious is yelling for him to "run away". But my lustful thoughts hastily causes my rationally to fade quickly. If only he knew this interaction would forever change his outlook. He might have thought twice about falling into a unknown trap. I knew my advantages as I formulated my plans. I'm convinced all irrationally stems from insanity. All this crazy talk showed this was a wrap.

To be continued..