Enviosity

I wish that I could figure this sh.. out. 

I just wanna scream and shout out loud, 

the things that my heart is crying about. 

I always fall for your Foxx. 

My feelings are on edge. I'm off my rocks. 

I know it's just my jealousy 

that beats me up and f...s with me. 

But I promise I won't start no mess 

Cause I just want your hapiness. 

To have you he is truly blessed. 

I swear I don't know what to do. 

I'm forever missing you. 

Even though you're here with me, 

I'll never get the chance to be...the one. 

The one who you will call for, 

who you get weak and fall for...l'm sad. 

On me knees at night I pray 

that you'd give me the time of day. 

Cause I will never have the love 

you give to him. That good love 

you lay on him. Sometimes I wish 

I'd be him, if only for one night. 

I'd hug and squeeze and hold you tight, 

tell you things will be alright. 

But I know it's just my jealousy 

that beats me up and f...s with me. 

I promise I'll try not to pout. 
 
I just wish I could figure this sh.. out