Erase

When you looked at me I saw the bad in you... I saw it but I pushed it to the side because I was afraid of.... The unknown... The fact that you could leave me and travel alone.. The fact that another girl can take my place.... You would replace me and all our memories would erase...... But I did your deeds I took part in your love... Only to have my heart shot down like an injured dove... I opened myself and renevated my heart..... I gave you every little piece of me but in the end you had a whole part... I changed up my conversations changed the way I dressed..... Only to be treated like I was nothing... only to have my body caressed... But I gave you my all I didn't have anyone to witness my fall.... Because you pushed them all away.... No one to help me.... no one to answer my call......... You uttered I love you... used you genitals rather than your words.... How can that help me when my soul you cut with a sword? I tried my best... I held all my emotions in my chest.... But you treated me as an option and I'm leaving you as the best.... I learned from my pain...... I cry from the thoughts of your name... But you help molded me... Made me the woman I claim to be... So goodbye.. farewell... au revoir... I don't want to see your face..... Memories... these memories.... Please erase.....