Eternally Greatful

- They say, "In due time you'll be alright", "just stay patient". So Heavenly Father I'm reaching out - This life's got me pacin'. Not knowing which way to go, with either road - I never make it. I'm in need of your guidance, knowing TIME - Has no replacement. I swear that I'm trying to change, same promises I'm Breakin'. On a daily I'm waking up, seeing these things my kid would play with. It's getting hard to stay home, I'm breaking down losing hope. Due to these reasons I'm leavin', I get up get dressed - and I'm Gone! I feel my life serves no purpose, deep in these thoughts - feeling worthless, And yet on top of this surface - I'm still that clown in a circus. I count my blessings and I Thank YOU, For another day that I get to - See my Son and hold him close... IM ETERNALLY GREATFUL.