Evading

I find myself walking down an Airless an gloomy tunnel with no light. I'm not satisfied with this one So i will indulge in another So on an so on.... My mind never aims to please It's over crowded with endless Thoughts an dark moments I cant Put to ease. Mind altering substances an the voice of depression are close companions of mine. I like this place I willingly waste my time. my mind can put to shame any Catastrophic event the universe has to offer, but my heart can make it all seem Just fine.