Even Then

I keep wondering when is this going to end Someday, I may care again but you'll be with me even then.When Am I Gonna Get Over You when will this pain go away why can't I stop thinking of you so much history is tied between us too I can't even look at anyone else the same tryin so hard to get pass you because I know I could never turely have you not in this life time that's why we promise each other the next till we get it right why our we here I put it all on the line an you just disappear why did you leave me thier what the fuck is wrong with you We never learn, we've been here before Why are we always stuck and running We don't talk enough we should open up maybe we can pick it back up an Way too many questions in my mind I don't have the answers , I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am If I don't need you then why am I laying crying on the floor again why do I hurt so bad Why must I feel this way do I really deserve this pain when all I every did was try to live you when all I every did was wanna make you see wanna make it up to you why couldn't I just walk away why do you love me this way why did you leave me the way you did an don't give me that line cause I came back to make thing right an you throw us away an left me to deal with this pain