Everlast or Last Ever?

Everlast? The word that describes my time with you The way it feels when us two knew The way it felt when we could show The four letter word we did not know How to describe it or call it as it was How to confess the flutter and buzz Arising within us and making us pine Over one another, our hands intertwined But then there's that word, it's easy to say Easy to execute? Not in this case I'd never thought you'd drop me that way I'd never believed my heart would be shattered that day I said "Never again!" to please myself It pushed my life to a living hell I spotted over the edge and almost dived Straight into the pit, but no! I survived ...Last ever? Straight into the pit, but no! I survived I spotted over the edge and almost dived It pushed my life to a living hell I said "Never again!" to please myself I'd never believed my heart would be shattered that day I'd never thought you'd drop me that way Easy to execute? Not in this case But then there's that word, it's easy to say Over one another, our hands intertwined Arising within us and making us pine How to confess the flutter and buzz How to describe it or call it as it was That four letter word we did not know The way it felt when we could show The way it feels when us two knew The word that describes my time with you ...Everlast?