Everlasting Hurt and Pain

Trapped with nowhere to turn Life is changing beyond my control Causing this deep ache in the bottom of my soul My heart is beating dangerously slow I can't cry because my eyes are so dry Due to all of my tears being shed already My body trembles hands not so steady Lord why do I got to go through so much hurt and pain So much hurt and pain running up my bloodstream Oh Lord is this a dream I just need to be left alone so that I could let out this big loud scream So that I could be relieved Because it is very extreme Oh Lord I don't know if I can take this anymore Because my body is getting very sore I might as well gone ahead and be washed away Because I'm tired of these difficult obstacles that I seems to face Feeling like an everlasting race