every memory that came with

im tired and its hard to keep this going,

and it hurts that the silence continues even with you knowing,

that i miss you along wth every memory that came with,

i keep looking back and im sorry i cant help it,

have you ever missed some one so much you feel empty cause its true,

well thats how i feel while in the end its you,

with all that we had together why does it all have to fade away,

i wish i could say i'll wait and that i'd see you one day,

i wish i could see you smile like i did before,

i wish i could go back to the memories that i just cant ignore,

i wish that one day ill see you at my door,

we would play in the sad rain with a smile as it pours,

but for now the dreams and the memories will stay in my mind,

and keep my smile yet it hurts inside...