everyday

everyday i see whats missing the pages are blank but the story's written. everyday i hear the lies they say he ran but really, he died. everyday i see him there his presence around me fills the air. everyday i hear his voice in my head when i make a choice. everyday i see the struggles as tear drops fall forming puddles. everyday i wonder why those strangers came and took his life. everyday i feel the pain the loss of my brother drives me insane. everyday i think about what would have happened if he made it out. everyday he pushes me to work harder for him and live his dream. everyday he talks to me telling me what i should and shouldn't be. everyday that passes by i know my choices make him cry. everyday i stop and think just what my bro would want for me. everyday it hurts inside to know for him i haven't tried. so everyday from this day on i'll strive to be what my brother wants. everyday starting now i'll be successful i won't let him down. everyday from this day on for my older bro i will be strong. everyday starting now for YOU big bro i'll make you proud.