everyone is saying I shouldnt

everyone is saying I shouldnt do this on my owm

they are not accounting for the things they do not know

with the things going on inside my head they probably are right

but dont you think for one second that im giving up the fight

dont tell me that I need help 

dont tell me what to do

no one knows whats best for me except me 

and especially not you

I know that this seems harsh 

maybe not what you expected 

but how am I supposed to trust anyone

after the disintegrated promises to which I have been subjected